Monday, September 3, 2012

The Biggest Win of My Life


 When I left my job at Target I dedicated everything I had to training and racing and spent the last two years relying on the help of friends and family to chase after the foolhardy dream of being a professional triathlete. Most of the time my life feels like a bi-polar disorder. Sometimes I'm training completely alone in the freezing cold pitch black of a Minnesota winter and sometimes I'm spending Monday afternoon riding my road bike on gorgeous rural roads with great friends. Sometimes I'm dropping huge chunks of time in training and doing workouts I couldn't have seriously considered just a few weeks earlier and sometimes I'm irrevocably stuck in the same place I've been in training for the last 6 months, no matter how many hours I spend staring at the black line at the bottom of the pool. The time has been everything from immensely rewarding to painfully frustrating. But this weekend made me appreciate every moment of it. After all of the hardship and focus I had a breakthrough race at the biggest race of my life, Hy-Vee. I won a car and a $6,000 gift certificate which is obviously huge from the financial side of my life. But the win also validated everything that I've done so far and given me confidence to keep plugging away even when it seems like winter will never end or I'll never swim fast enough or not feel an exhausted zombie. So right now I'm stuck with a huge smile on my face, but I'm not finished. It's really just getting started, and I'm looking forward to all the highs, but I'm also looking forward to all the lows.



The race this weekend was set-up starting two weeks ago at Age Group Nationals in Burlington VT. I had a pretty mediocre race there that I kicked off with a painfully slow swim. I had the 134th fastest swim, which brought me out of the water a full 4 minutes and 40 seconds behind Adam Webber... ouch. After that I pulled myself together and finished 3rd overall behind Brian Duffy and Drew Scott. I wanted to be in top form, but in reality the race was still a tune-up. Hy-Vee and Duathlon Worlds are the peak for my season, and because Du Worlds is 3 weeks after Hy-Vee I couldn't taper at all for Age Groups. If I had, I wouldn't be able to hold that top form for another 5 full weeks and would probably suffer for it at Du Worlds. So instead I used the race to “shake out” the legs and have some fun in Vermont. Claire and I stayed in a B&B 40 minutes outside of town to save some money on a hotel and it turned out great. The house had a big deck with a great view of the Green Mountains. We got to enjoy homecooked breakfast and coffee while taking in the sights. I always thought Missouri and Minnesota were as green and lush as it gets, but it turns out there's a reason they call them the Green Mountains. Even driving back and forth between the B&B and Burlington was nice because there are no billboards in Vermont.

After getting back from Age Groups I started cutting back mileage and resting up for Hy-Vee. It was finally go time. I left last year's race focused on coming back and winning. There's no race with richer prizes than Hy-Vee. Because it's the biggest dance of all the big dances I knew I'd have to be perfect on race day to have a chance to win. So last winter I planned my whole year with this race in mind. In April when a few small things started bothering me and I wanted to race fast in all of the early season races here in Minnesota I thought about Hy-Vee and took a step back. It was hard to not start a few races and to step back from training to fix imbalances, but it payed off.


Race day started off with a 4:30 alarm. I could barely fall asleep the night before because I was so excited for the race. I felt ready and knew that I had a chance to win. Pre race was a blur like always and I spent extra time trying to loosen and warm up my arms. No one was allowed in the water before the race, and I don't think I've done a good job factoring that into my warm-up in previous races. In no time the starting horn sounded and 60 of us dove into the water. I knew that I absolutely had to swim better than I have been or I would lose too much time to make up on the bike and run. But I also knew that I couldn't force it. I tried to visualize important technique cues in the swim and keep my stroke as smooth and strong as I could. It was still a mediocre swim in the spectrum of elite swimmers, but things finally clicked enough that I came out of the water only 2:28 down on Adam Webber.

I got out on the bike course and that's where everything really started to come together. This was my best bike ever and it felt like it. The first 5 or so miles are very technical with many successive 90 and 180 degree turns. I always focus on cornering and bike handling and even if I hadn't been pushing my fastest pace ever would have made up ground on most people. I still can't believe how many people I saw breaking all the way through turns, sitting up when they didn't need to and generally just giving away huge chunks of time. On a course like this, with 25 or so turns of 90 degrees or greater, if you give up a couple seconds at each turn by cornering poorly you could easily lose over a full minute. After riding the turns aggressively we got out on the open road and I put my head down and cranked it out as hard as I could. Last year my best race was about 283 watts average. Yesterday was 287 watts. But last year I weighed 156 pounds and slimmed down to 151 this year. So my watts/kg improved from 3.99w/kg to 4.18w/kg, about a 4.7% improvement. In comparision a top tier fast biking pro like Cam Dye might put out up to 4.83w/kg. I have also been able to get into a more aggressive aero position this year by working on flexibility, with a lower front end and tighter elbow pad placement along with a closer fitting aero helmet. All in all it paid off, I biked 2 minutes faster than Adam and 1:15 faster than Drew Scott.

Other misfortunes of the race include Claire Bootsma and
Jake Rhyner violently puking at the finish line. Jake got most
of his in a bucket, Claire got ALL of hers all over the nice
blue finishing carpet.
Unfortunately Adam and I both crashed on the bike. Adam crashed on a very tight 270ish degree turn with some loose debris and I crashed coming back into transition because I wasn't paying attention and almost run straight into a barrier in a little S-bend. I already had my feet out of my shoes to dismount and almost made the turn, but I was going full speed, locked up my brakes and when my back wheel slid sideways my forward momentum literally threw me off my bike. Since it was right in front of transition everyone was watching, and the shock of it left me all jittery. I picked up my bike and tried to get back on, but my chain had fallen off and I didn't realize it, so everytime I stepped on my pedals my crank would just spin around. There was a really young volunteer next to me telling me over and over that it was alright which almost made me laugh. After standing there for 10 seconds looking foolish I finally thought, forget it, I'll just run it in. Of course, I was only 20 yards from the dismount line and should have just run it in right after I got back up. Luckily for me I landed right on my ass and only got a tiny spot of road rash. My glute is so sore today I can barely walk, but I'm sure it'll loosen up. Adam on the other hand got the short end of the stick. His entire shoulder/upper arm/hip/leg got torn up and he lost a big gouge out of his elbow. He is by the way incredibly nice. During the race his wife, who I had never met before, was cheering for me like we were family. I remember thinking on the run, “who is that incredibly nice woman who's cheering for me?” I chatted with Adam after the race and he told me that he only trains 7 hours a week because he has a full time job and a baby. I can't believe how fast the guy is with that much on his plate.

Photo taken by Nick Morales of Trijuice.com
After the bike it was a hard, hot 10k to the finish, but I loved every minute of it. I was off the bike 30 or so seconds behind, which was a new experience and with my strength in running I started to really think that I could actually pull it all off. David and Hannah were downtown taking pictures and told me I had a minute buffer. I still couldn't help looking over my shoulder at every turn though to see if anybody was behind me. Finally I crossed the finish line and it was all smiles and relief.

The rest of the day was filled with watching the best pro's in the world race for a million dollars, almost getting heatstroke from the blinding sun, hanging out with friends at some house party where we got free food and booze, letting off steam at a bar... generally a lot of “merrymaking”. And now it's back to resting and getting fast. France is less than 3 weeks away and I plan on making the 4,000 mile trip worth it.

As always, I couldn't have done it without lots of help. Thank you everyone, especially Kevin at Gear West for keeping me in the best gear for racing and my dad for the free rent.

Wish me luck and have fun training!